I've been exhausted all day. I was glad that Nancy came about noon (as I was finally coming to the end of a couple of hours of coughing, which was wearing me out), and, as usual, we talked about all kinds of things. I told her that in some ways I feel ready to die, while in others I still have unfinished business. It seems like I'm going to be around for awhile, and I'm not sure how I feel about that. I'm hoping that when Florence gets here, and with the weather getting nicer, we'll get out some and maybe I can regain a little enthusiasm. Right now I can't work up much interest in anything.
There will be a lot of people here tomorrow. Ann is coming in the morning, then Kathy will be here (with the Reiki practitioner), and then in the mid-afternoon Susan. Maybe we can tackle some of the stuff that's been piling up here. There's laundry that needs to be done, and getting the office/guest room ready. Julie is suggesting that Florence sleep upstairs in Evelyn's room (and Ev will sleep down here), so we'll have to sort that out.
It's a little after nine, Marty is out (he said he'd be back around ten), and maybe I should just go to sleep. I'm bored, I'm tired, I'm frustrated. I'm not sure how I'm going to get out of this emotional slump.