I don't know why so often the best part of the day is the evening, but again today I've been feeling much better as the day has gone on. I'm still very weak, but I'm much calmer and am ready to try to sleep (when I'm feeling really bad going to sleep is scary). I'm hoping tomorrow will be a better day--Ted is arriving from California in the morning, and I'll be getting a massage for the first time in a few weeks.
The weather has been quite mild for a few days, but is supposed to get cold again tomorrow. It would be nice if we had some mild weather and I felt strong enough to go out while Ted is here. Once again, I'll just try to focus on one day at a time.